Some would say it's a state of confusion. I say it's a state of life. Some say nothing in life is definite. I say definite is replaceable. You ask me if I'm okay? I loathe your question and love hearing from you. Rereading that chapter would only make me feel as though the present is a mistake. Deep down, I know that I'm in a better place. A place rid of all your unspoken expectations and ultimate ideals. A place that I hate to admit I don't mind residing. The answer is no! No! I can't go there. But I can't help but wonder if my no is being chased by unless.
Lately, I've been thinking a lot about my "no - unless" theory. It's a theory that if correct could reveal holes in every "no" decision ever made. To be honest, I've actually been testing it out since I was about 12 or 13. It causes you to question the validity of your no's. Can a no falter? How valid is a no if it can? Maybe no, shouldn't even exist. Maybe people should preface or respond to no-like questions with a "yes-unless" instead.
As much as I know you're the epitome of the Impossible Man, is the reason I actually deleted you based on a no-unless. And if that's the case, can it really be said that you are deleted if all you have to do is say when?
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